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ΑVGI’S WOODEN STEP- CHAPTER 1st- Translation:Mary Triviza

      ΑVGI’S  WOODEN STEP

 
                                              CHAPTER 1st
That June Sunday morning , Erietta woke up in a cold sweat, feeling her heart  heavy. That dream she had first had , a few days after her grandfather’s death, had come back again to upset her sleep.
A dark dream , which sank her slowly and torturously into the turbulence of fear, and then into  a real nightmare, as she was trying to discern  the face of the man who was threatening  her.
For a strange reason, she had connected  that dream with the sudden and under strange circumstances  death of her grandfather. And that was why, from the very first moment, she was convinced that this death wasn’t a suicide, but a murder, a rank one, which had to look like a suicide. She knew her grandfather rather well, quite well, actually.  He could never do such a thing to himself, such a mystic and worshiper of life, as he was. That was against his character and his philosophy.
Unfortunately, though she shouted it as much as she could, nobody seemed to believe her. Everyone took it for granted that she was a lunatic, most of all Elias Mantakas, the police officer  who every time she walked into his office asking him for further and deeper investigation into her grandfather’s causes of death,  always found an excuse to get  rid of her.

Until one day, Erietta couldn’t take it any longer and burst out. “ That’s enough, Mr. Mantakas, that’s enough! You  are supposed to be a servant of public order and you have to listen to me. Well, once more I am asking  you to search deeper into  the causes of my grandfather’s death.
“Erietta, I won’t say it again”, he told her as he turned obviously  nervous. “Vaios Loizos committed a suicide, and for your own good , it’s better if it sinks in at last”.
“Such a thing is never going to happen, Mr. Mantakas” she shouted as she was bumping her first heavily on his desk,  “..are you listening to me, never!” she added as she was leaving slamming the door behind her.
Her one and only ally, her silent partner, was her grandfather’s friend, Periklis Danezis.
 “My poor girl, I understand you “ , he used to tell her , “I don’t  believe  either that my friend committed a suicide. I give you my word, that I’ll do my best , I’ll turn everything upside down  trying to find the edge to the mystery, which has covered  his death.
Unfortunately, he couldn’t make it, because after a while he also died.

She tried to stand up, in vain, her heart was still beating wildly  her temples throbbing.. She started taking deep breaths staring at the oak wardrobe, where her dress was hanging, the one she wore at her grandfather’s funeral. A long black classical dress with  little white buttons on the bossom,  breaking  the darkness.
Ever since then, she refused to wear it , she had put it in the deepest part of her wardrobe among some old forgotten robes de chamber.
“Granddad, oh, granddad”, she said , sighing deeply.
Today was the annual memorial for him.
Oh , really, how much she missed his presence, his light air !
She tried once more to get up putting  more strength on  both hands. She sat up at the edge of the bed, looked  for a while all around her, and then absent minded, took the crutches lying beside her sidetable, she walked onwards to the window and opened it widely to let the sun come in.
“Oh, blessed land”!, she muttered to herself as she saw the whole island lying in front of her as a wonderful painting.
Loizo’s house was lying upon the slope of Avgi  hill. Constructed of  stone , it seemed as a stately figure covered with the veil of the  mysterious grace of gods, which was meeting the mystic beauty of antitheses (contrasts) along with the unpredictable sounds of times.
Beyond the inhevited bond with  this house and this land, since it was there she first had seen daylight, had  touched the ground and water , Erietta  had also a relationship with it beyond the tangible world and that was  because of her artistic nature.
A painter  hershelf, just like her mother, she was  inspired some times  by her astral journeys, while sitting for many hours on starlit nights in front of the telescope, which Vaios Loizos had put on Avgi’s hill, staring at the sky, other times from her personal  contact with nature, or from the daily scenes of life with all these human figures always in  movement.
She had a unique way to illustrate on canvas  the unbroken human affiliations with the universe and an admirable ability to captivate the essence of stealthy moments  with live pulsive  colours.

She confronted the dark side of life rather too early.
In particular, at the age of six, when she lost  both her parents in a car accident. The shock was so strong that caused her a speechless period. And perhaps she would have never talked  again, if she hadn’t  had her grandfather next to her and granny Filomila, her only custodians. Both fought  her a real battle until they could hear her talk again.
When  she graduated from highschool she took entrance exams  to the School of Fine Arts, where she  was fully successful. A few days after her oath-taking  a joyful piece of news  came to change her whole life. Her application for  postgraduate studies  in the Academy of Fine  Arts of  Florence, was accepted. Her joy was great. Her dream to go , one day, to the city of Sandro Boticelli, Giotto di Bontone and Micelangelo di Ludovic Buonarroti Simoni, was coming true.
At the Academy she attented successfully a two-year  program of studies in the art of Renaissance, participating at the same time in different  common  exhibitions. In one of them  a  Florentine sculptor,  named Marcello  Donetti , appeared all of a sudden. He came there as an official guest to see the students’  works of art.
Erietta , as she saw his black wet eyes, fell in love with him. This was the first time her heart beat for a man, the first time she met love. But Marcello Donetti , didn’t  remain untouched in front of her plain and natural grace. When  he set eyes on her, he bent, saying to her : “Tuo per sempre” which means “Yours for ever”.
That was it. That  very night their love journey started, there on the Ponte delle Grazie, the most beautiful bridge of the city, which sometimes looks shiny at sunset.
Erietta  stayed in Florence and studied for two more years. As she finished , she  returned with Marcello back to the island, where they had  their wedding. A year later their daughter was born, Alba Loizou-Donetti. Without a second thought, Erietta devoted herself to her upbringing.
It was Marcello, who many times urged her to take up painting  again, but she was steady in her decision, saying every time that painting can wait, a child’s  life never.
Four years of true comradely life had gone away. During all that time their relation wasn’t even once darkened  by clouds. On the contrary,  it rolled rapportly and creatively. Erietta was glad and felt proud, whenever Marcello exposed his works, following him with their daughter, to all his exhibitions, wherever they might take place. But he also, a fanatic admirer of her art, couldn’t stop encouraging her to have some exhibition or other.
Until one day, particularly  on  Alba’s birthday, - she was  becoming  three years old-, Erietta announced him her decision.
“You know Marcello, since Alba is no longer a baby, I’m thinking of presenting my first display,  after Christmas holidays , here in the island.”
Marcello , almost cried with joy.

But life had other plans for them.
It was December, actually a week before Christmas, Erietta and Marcello, were in Florence to spend their holidays in his paternal house, a villa,  a few kilometers outside the city. That afternoon nothing seemed to threaten their life, as they were  returning  back home after a short excursion to a small village, thank God, without little Alba. The street was slippery because of ice. Marcello drove carefully when a car coming from the opposite direction lost its control and crashed into theirs. Marcello was killed instantly, while she was injured seriously, falling in a coma for three whole months. When she woke up and learned about her beloved Marcello’s death as well as the amputation of her right leg, she broke down, going into the most difficult and tough period of her life, that of heavy melancholy.
Without any desire for living, she returned back to the island.
Even her daughter’s presence couldn’t offer her a meaning or hope (for her life).She could stay endless hours above Avgi’s hill and languorously stare with  vacant eyes over the horizon.
“Oh, there she seems to be getting  mad old Vaio’s granddaughter”, it was heard maliciously in several circles where people were talking.
“She can manage , she has a strong soul , just like her grandfarther”,said some others with  admiration, when they saw her, the few times she came downtown, as she was trying to cross the square without dragging her wooden leg too much.
Vaios Loizos was desperate. Granny Filomila also, who inspite her bad health got in charge little Alba, with Milio, their adopted daughter. They really didn’t know what to do to bring her back to life. Until one day, there came the unhoped for news which would offer Erietta again wings of joy.
The  Mayor of the city of Florence, was officially inviting her to attend  the inauguration of the new wing of Palazzo del  Bartzello, of the National Sculpture Museum, which was going to be named  Marcello Donetti.
At the beginning she had her objections, but in the end she was convinced to go.

The night of the ceremony was for her full of mixted feelings. Memories and images came up to her mind from her common life with Marcello. A little bit before the end of the ceremony, there was a big and pleasant surprise waiting for her. Just next to the new wing which had her beloved Marcello’s name, they were showing some of  her paintings. Everything seemed to have been arranged with her grandfather’s help. She was so astonished,  she could hardly say a word. Only a few minutes before she left , took up heart to say a  breathless “thanks”.
Meanwhile, this unexpected fact in Florence, inspited  its repeated sentimental burden, affected her psycology positively. This fact was evident already the next day, when coming back to her island, sat immediately in front of her easel, starting painting.
A new and creative period had already began for her.
At the beginning her work, because of its vanguard quality and ingenuity, didn’t have any effect on the artistic public of the island , and the result was, besides some friends and relatives, nobody attented her exhibitions. Of course, such event was the contribution of the social local system, which always tried to scorn and sabotage her art. It was as if someone was afraid  of her subversive artistic nature.
In spite of all these,  Erietta didn’t give in. She continued creating and exposing her paintings in the island, until one day the big bang happened. In particular,  a  gallerist wellknown in Athens appeared in one of her shows, who  the moment he saw her work, was so excited, that proposed immediate cooperation. That was it. Erietta, after a while, had her first exhibition in the capital. Her paintings began carrying off the best critiques even by the most crabby art critics. From now on everything seemed to go on in a normal way. One show  followed the next one, not only in Greece but also abroad. A real commotion every time she presented her work. Her work  had been acknowledged and had taken its place among the best ones of the contemporary painters, to the nasty surprise of the ruling class of the island, who seeing her success, changed its chanting, meaning that they stopped underestimating  her art and  started rumors she wasn’t very well in her mind and that in the past she had been in  a psychiatric clinic.

In  this way, more or less, they were trying to say she was almost crazy, and the very first who did it, was Sarantis  Ploumbis, the great financial factor of the island and owner of the local radio station and newspaper, who among other things kept ranting she was an  atheist and anti-christian, just like her grandfather was, trying this way to bring out the religious feelings, rooted deeply  in the island’s population.
Sarantis Ploumbis though, knew very well his  job.  For so many years next to his politician father, had learned the game of intrique and mud throwing at people.
On the other hand, Erietta didn’t react. She let him expose himself and become  a figure of  fun.
“Erietta, Plumbis is in love with you”, her friend Niki told her with certainty one day, “...and just because you are something elusive for him, he does everything to challenge you”.
“Niki, are you completely out of your mind? I have  known  him since he was a little boy. A spoilt  without feelings trashy boy, who whenever he didn’t get his own way, got stubborn, taking out  malice, and not only that.  Have you forgot the way he teased  animals? This means a lot. Do you really remember madame Donina’s poor doggie?  Hey, it was him who finished it.  How is it possible for him to change by growing up? It isn’t. His bearing and attitude in life during all those years ensure us of the contrary”, she snapped  back , really annoyed.
“Eri, allow me to know him better than you. I’m convinced that this bile taken out on  you, is in a reality a latent eroticism…”.
“Niki, I really don’t have any appetite to analyze his inner world. This is a psychoanalyst’s job “, told her  bluntly, closing thus her reference to this matter once and for all.
Niki  Danezi, had worked for many years as a journalist , in his newspaper, so she knew him inside out. Especially, his behavior to women, each time they were in his power. By any chance, was the rumour of being a violent lover accidental? Of course not. Therefore, nobody dares bring  the skeleton out of  the cupboard. He was the ….Berlusconi , of the island. Who could ever stand up to him ? Nobody.
His followers and flatterers, a strong security zone around him, declared their presence at any time, closing  many mouths this way.
The only obviously and substantially opposing  families were those of Vaios Loizos and Periklis Danezis. These were the canker which was consuming his heart, his father’s also. That’s why they were trying to make sure that  the financial and political situation almost of the whole island was their own business.
“Periklis, I can assure you that, the moment which will bring to light the skeleton out of the cupboard of Ploumbi’s family, isn't far away” Vaios Loizos, always farshighted, often said to his friend.
Vaios Loizos was a special man. From an old and stately family of the island, as opposed to  the one of Ploumbis, he left  at  eighteen for the capital in order to study law.
When  the drums of the second World War sounded, Vaios had already graduated from Law School. A conscious democrat and patriot, he set himself at once in the front line of  ELLAS and went down to the island, which was under German occupation. It was there he created his querilla team  with himself as a leader and Periklis Danezis as a deputy commander.
A sunny morning, at the beginning of summer of ’44, the bells from the churches all over the island, began chiming joyfully. Vaios Loizos and his team, after a lot of tough battles, had liberated the island from the conquerors by throwing them literally into the sea. The people had broken out into the streets and the alleys cheering for them and their co-fighters.
Unfortunately, the joy of liberation didn’t last long and that thanks to the bureaucrats and those who find a snug berth…….patriots,  with first of all Sarantis Ploumbi’s grandfather, who had co-operated with the conqueror.  After proclaiming  thousands of lies about the querilla team, defaming Vaios and Periklis as traitors, they sent them on vacation to the desert islands to keep company with water snakes.
After three years of heavy exile, a cold night in winter they returned to the island, having as a unique medal of honor from homeland, their poor health.
However, Vaios Loizos didn’t even for a moment give up. A worshipper and deep scholar of ancient greek literature, he captivated the unique knowledge of how to shoot at creativity. As a combative lawyer, he called his job, a vocation, offering his knowledge and help to everyone wronged and victimized pro bono (free).
As an anxious and artistic spirit , in his spare time, he worked on woodcraft and dovecot constructions.
It was a skill known by his grandfather, Minoas. His own dovecot was built a few meters down  Avgi’s hill. A stone built two level square building. The first level,  in old times, was used as a tool shed and barn. Through a wooden stair and a trap door someone could step up  to the main dovecot. Its walls  had small square openings , which represented the pegion nests, where they would breed and hatch. What made it more interesting though, giving it a lively note, were the fine pieces of work, which covered the surfaces of the walls, except for  the northern one. When someday he was asked by a friend from up town, to give reasons for such a rich and aesthetic decoration of the dovecot, he answered that his house didn’t need ornaments , just because inside it there were people who breathe and live . But in a building such  as a dovecot with just a few holes in the walls, it would be rather  dead and soulless without a little bit  of beautifying.
Besides caring for the dovecot, he also liked to sit and study pegion flying and reactions. By giving them ancient greek names, he trained them to fly , especially  long distances. Hermes and Fivos were his favorites. Of course, he loved them all, but these two were the only ones which knew their role of messenger. He fastened a white thread in their little legs and let them fly away. It was the nicest moment to see them come back realizing that someone got his messages. That was his favorite game. A game he taught  Erietta next.
That was Vaios Loizos. An extremely interesting figure, who had inside him a fiery and childish soul.

“Good morning “, cried from up there, while the smell of the steamy coffee tickled her nose sensually.
In the garden and around the big stone table were having breakfast a friend of hers, Niki and Milio, the adopted daughter.
“Good morning , Eri, dear”, answered Niki, “I’m coming to help you”.
“I’m coming  also “, said Milio, leaving a very desirable cookie halfeaten.
Both women entered the bedroom  the moment Erietta was trying to unhook her dress from the wardrobe.
“Leave it to me”, said Niki and put it down for her.
“Where is Alba? Hasn’t she  woken up yet?” turned asking Milio.
“No, let her sleep, a little  more”.
“Please , Milio, go and wake her up. I don’t want us to be late for the memorial service”.
“We are not going to be late mother”, Alba’s voice was heard ,  reassuring her from the half-opened door. “I’m almost ready” she kept saying entering the room.
“Bravo, my noble lady” said Milio and put her arms around her,”.. I’m going to fix your breakfast”.
”Thank you Milio, but you don’t have to, I fixed it myself”.
“Oh, what a girl do we have! What a girl!”said Milio proudly stroking her hair.
“The best girl of the world”, papped in  and said Niki smiling.
“Mam,after grandfather’s memorial, shall we go to the dovecot to stick  messages to pigeon's legs?”
“We’ll go my Alba, we will”, promised her Erietta. She didn’t want to spoil her sport. She knew well how much she liked this game.
She put on her wooden leg, wore her dress, and then sat in front of her dressing table to brush her hair. “Oh, really, how fast a whole year passed, didn't it?” said with sorrow as she was brushing her long pitch-black hair.
“Surely, it did, Eri dear, although it seems unbelievable to all of us, it did”, said 
Niki sighing .
“Thank God granny Filomila passed away before him. She couldn’t stand in any way   his outrageous death. I think you get me Niki, don't you ?”
Niki, pretended she didn’t hear her last words.
“I asked you something Niki, why don’t you answer?” Erietta  asked really annoyed.
“Okey, I understand you”, she answered as if she wanted to get rid of her.
“You don’t believe me, I can feel it, you don’t believe me”, said  she misty-eyed.
“But, ……what are you saying Eri, dear, what are you  saying, I don’t believe you...!”
“Yes, I can see it in your eyes. You don't believe me, just like your brother Loukis  doesn’t”.
“ I think now that you are wrong to us”, tried to apologize Niki.
“ Do I wrong you  or you me, as motto grosso  you  think I’m a lunatic, just because I  still  believe that my grandfather’s death wasn’t a suicide but a murder?”
“ Oh, Lord and Virgin Mary” cried Milio, crossing herself, “...are you both mad? Are these things to be said in front of a child?”
Erietta and Niki looked at each other. Milio was right. This talk should be started when they would  be alone.
Anyway, Alba didn't like at all such  behavior towards Erietta by Milio. “ Milio, please don’t talk to my mam this way”, said with anger the little one and ran towards Erietta. “Mammy, let Milio say whatever she likes. I do understand you and I do believe  you, don’t  worry”,  she said and embraced her.
 “There you are”, Milio turned back really annoyed.“  Are you satisfied now?”
Erietta without saying anything else, kept brushing her hair thoughtfully.
“ I’m ready “, said in a moment , “we may go now”…......

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